Everything around us is energy. We are energy. Trees, air, water - everything is energy. Cities and countries are energy as well. So sometimes energy of subject A is not compatible with energy of subject B.
To be honest, sometimes I feel like my energy is not compatible to energy of where i live. You know, people say 'It's your hometown, you must love it, you spent your childhood here'. Ok, i take your point and i'm forever grateful for my bright childhood memories to my town. But! People change, right? I'm not a child anymore, though, i'm not an adult yet. I have my own interests and views on life now, I have my own energy. And you know, I feel like now, at the current point of my life i don't feel happy here, in this town.
Our world is so damn enormous and beautiful and we just put ourselves in an imaginary cage and make up excuses like 'We must work on our country, it gave us everything'. Let's stop here. Every single country gives pretty much the same abilities and support for children and families. There's nothing special in it, ok? It doesn't make sense whether you live in the UK or in the USA , you will be provided with minimum essential options for your existence when you're kid. So, our brain can make up billions of excuses.
What if...we can stop? We can stop this huge unstoppable stream of excuses and start to think how to solve our problems?
So, back to the energy. I feel like i need to find another place to settle down , where my energy and the energy of that place will be harmonized. Actually, i've met one man who told me exactly what i was talking in the third paragraph. Well, i don't judge him- this is his point of view. But, after talking to him i had two options: change my mind and stop dreaming about finding a better place, replacing my dreams with patriotic excuses (don't get me wrong, i love my country) OR i could gently put his words in a drawer in my mind palace (as Sherlock would call it). I've chosen the second option and i'm so fine with my choice.
This is one more life lesson that i learned for myself: no excuses for your dreams. Keep going. How many people gave up on their dreams? Loads. I don't wanna be one of them.
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