DO YOU REALLY WANT TO BE POPULAR?

You know, there are so many celebrities nowadays. Singers, dancers, YouTuber and like so. Their jobs are directly related to public. They have fan armies that support them in their stuff and lots of teens what to be like them. But little do we know what happens backstage.

Behind screaming girls, photoshoots and glossy front covers of magazines.

We shouldn't forget one simple but important thing- all people are the same. I mean, if you're a cashier or top popular singer, you still have the same feelings, the same needs. Imagine you chilling on your couch after a hardworking day and suddenly you hear unbearable squeals behind your fence. Scary thing, isn't it? 

Not a rare thing for them to wake up and find out they're dating someone they don't even know. And this is only beginning. Then everyone online considers to share their opinion with everyone. Just imagine yourself in that situation. Not really pleasing thing, is it?  #GossipsAreEverything

Personal life is not a thing. If they're really into someone and they're going to be in a romance relationship with someone, 90 %  people will watch them. I don't think it's a healthy relationship when everyone's watching and commenting on it.

Avoid of being used. If you wanna be popular just because you believe that celebrities can get yourself a girlfriend\boyfriend quite easily- then you're right. But who knows what that person wants more- you or your money and fame?

Think twice what you say. If you're a celebrity and you say something blurry about someone or something, it goes in public instantly. Besides, it might get paraphrased which will only make it all worse. And again- drama.

PR, PR and again PR. A great way to remind of yourself to people, some kind of 'lift of fame'. Amazing feature if you're not disgussed to make out with a stranger and have a little photoshoot for top rumor magazines.

There's so much more fame issues but these are the worst downlights of it in my opinion. In my point of view, all people in show business are really strong and I admire them for making art and going through such unpleasing things related to their profession. And if you, reading this want to be popular remember that fame is not only money and joy xx



Speechless Girl xx.

WHAT DOES MUSIC MEAN TO YOU?

Hey, chums! It's me again, decided to make a proper post.

Basically,once I thought 'What does music mean to me?'
And here comes a story that started more than 10 years ago...

When I was little I used to absolutely love going at my Grandma's. My granny and my grandpa had a tiny flat on the outskirts of our town. There was such a special atmosphere there! Smell of old wooden furniture, polishes and freshly baked bread. So, they have this old piano that wasn't used by anyone. I used to grab newspapers imagining it is my notes, sit in front of the instrument and randomly play the piano thinking i was a great musician haha!

Years passed, I was 7-year-old student of primary school. My parents were like 'Hey would you like to do extra classes after school? Dancing or painting, for instance?' Without thinking twice I said:' I wanna play piano!!!'

After, we went to the nearest musical school and put my name down. Surely, I was the happiest little girl in the world! Still remember my excitement before the very first classes like it was yesterday.

Recently I finished my musical school with distinction which I'm really proud of. These years really did make music a part of me.

One and a half year ago I was like 'Hmm I love Ed Sheeran so much what if I start playing his songs myself...on guitar!' This is how I completely fell in love with all the guitar stuff.

Except all I wrote above, I noticed just one simple thing: I need music like water. Every day I feel like 'OMG I need listen to music as hell!!!!' And if I can't for some reason the music plays on my mind. Often, I wake up with a certain song playing on my mind that's actually really strange haha.
 It makes such a huge influence on me. I can feel utterly depressed that day but if I turn on some really positive tunes I feel like a different person, really, it is such a helper.

Ed Sheeran's songs basically changed me as a person. They changed my life, they changed my worldview and I've had so many amazing experience with them.

So, I can say that I BELIEVE IN MAGIC OF MUSIC! It can change the world.

Now, I'm trying to sing, still failing so far but I'm trying my best!

It'd be really interesting what you think about music!

That's it for now!

Speechless Girl xx 

My new post here ha

Hello, chums!!

Well, this blog i created really just for fun so I'll be posting here absolutely random things such as:
-my personal life experience
-my thoughts about life
-fan stuff because let's be honest i'm such a fangirl
- maybe some beauty stuff but so not sure cuz im not an expert and there are toooons of beauty blog now


I named my blog Speechless girl (abbreviated as spchlssgrl) because only a few people really know what my thoughts are, what I think of certain things and people. I don't let others really get me to know. I don't know why. Some people think they know me really well...actually they don't know me at all. So here I'm gonna be completely honest.

Here's some fact about me:
1) I'm a really insecure teen girl, who's got only a few friends (actually I have 3)
2) I love playing the guitar A LOT, I'm trying singing a bit now, it's crap but who cares
3) I have only 1 favorite book just because I think the main character is so like me
4) I have anxiety so I hate any school perfomances
5) My favorite male singer is Ed Sheeran and my favorite female singer is Taylor Swift
6) English is not my native language
7) I tried blogging but every time I failed because I didn't know what to make posts about
8) I started a new one because my best friend told me that she likes my posts (actually I think they're rubbish)
9) I really want to buy a camera to make cool pictures of everything but now I use my phone for this
10) I'm really lost in life and I have no idea who I'm supposed to be
And extra one
11) One of my deepest fears- lonelyness

Basically, thats all for now! If you think taht we have something in common please subscribe and we can be friends!

Speechless Girl xx